Sometimes when life is sooooo good and so full of blessings everything seems to be on automatic. Life feels so effortless at these times. I’m not about to say it doesn’t feel fair but when you’ve been in the wilderness and darkness for soooo long it is such a dramatic change it doesn’t always feel real. But I know it is real. I know it’s real because it is all founded in the belief that God has been and will continue to bless me. I hadn’t really considered it before but someone very dear to me said, “I thank God for the blessings that He is going to bestow upon me.” That’s just another reason to have hope isn’t it? Knowing that God is going to continue to bless you. Wow.
Something else that is becoming an automatic is the BCR/ABL or DNA reports as I call them. The one from April came back a few weeks ago and it is still showing zero traces of CML. Just another blessing…see why it’s hard to lose count? Of course you do! Being in the wilderness, darkness or going through a trial is something we are all bound to do. It’s inevitable, it’s unavoidable and it’s just part of life. What we do in the wilderness or trial is what really defines who we are and tests are faith. We know we cannot put our full and complete trust in man or things in this world. No one can live up to perfection….at least on this earth. I seem to be learning over and over and over about trusting God to take upon the yoke of burdens and just flat out trust him. SOOOOOOO hard to do when we have our own will to fight us the whole way. Well, just you reading this is a blessing cause I know you care and I hope you know that I care about you too. Also, I’ve always got time to pray for you…no matter how small or big it may be. Just share it with me……let me know you’re ok. Let me know how you’re doing. All comments to the blog have to be approved by me so put your prayer request in, I’ll pray for it and delete it. Never to be posted. You have my word on it.
